Saturday, 28 November 2009
i just found out that
things will never be the same if u never came into my life.
thanks for stopping by to my life
if u never there, maybe these feelings will never appear.
it's not the ups n downs in our relationship that matters.
it's about the ups n downs after our relationship was over.
the struggle i did for myself.
and the final realization of what i had become after a moment.
this thing was always meant to happened.
it was meant to be.
it's u that God has sent to me.
so that one day which is today i will feel blessed finding out about my life.
I have come to realize that meeting u was part of his plan.
n i feel blessed because of it.
so there we go.
Figuring what might happen to our life next.
and for now, this phase of life has brought me to another level.
Another level that i never imagine before.
And there's you that no longer here but I'm here because you were here once.
thanks for everyday after that had made us stronger and wiser.
I do pray for our well being. and may God send another angel that will protect us forever for our next life until our phase come to its end.
anyway.i made a song after writing this but it's still in progress :P and i think i'm shy so sometimes i slipped saying some words in d video.sorry =P hihi
anybody got an idea to help me finish the song?
btw this is my myspace : www.myspace.com/christyamandaveronica
Friday, 13 November 2009
so i got this costume party at campus and the theme is "profession"
hm.i wonder what to wear.
so i have my friends saski and nita to help me find the perfect clothes to match to my ideas
but we ended up having fun putting on clothes makeup and stuff haha
about the costume that i'll wear im just gonna post it later coz the event is tomorrow. its still a secret.haha
c u tomorrow after d party
WHAT A GIRL TO DO IN THEIR 20s?
HAVING FUN With clothes n stuff :)
Tuesday, 10 November 2009
I stopped caring what it is
You can mean more than what I have loved it
what's the use of your love if it did not take me flying high, continue to dream and to reach it
I need a man who force me when I stopped running,
I need a man who sang me lullaby me so I can keep dreaming,
then I wake up to try to concuer and calculate my dreams into realization
I need men who want to buy the world with me,
who never got bored of my silly jokes,
who wiped my face after our prayer,
who didnt pray for me behind me,who completed my sentences, rather than cut his or oversimplifying,
correct my mental disorder, rather than finding a doctor, took my hand on a winding road, not only trying to straighten my way
if you're just men who receive me for what it is, what are you?, with or even without you there is no difference anyway, I still like this ..
I stopped caring what it is ..
I need you more than that,
more than just a complement
I need you to help me past my limits,
hear what my deafening,
helped me see what my blind,
helped me achieve what my hand was up
pursue what my legs could not pursue ..
feel what my heart was sensitive to ..
I need you more than just a boy who loves what he is ..