Monday, 27 June 2011

The Answer

Y : "Why do you wanna be with me?"

X : "Cause I need u."

Y : "No." (showing a disagreement by shaking his head)

X : (confused) --Is it wrong?---" Why do you wanna be with me?"

Y : "I stay with you because I love you, not because I need you."

3 words: Same subject and object (I and U),yet that word in between can be really manipulative to anybody who said it or meant it.
By the time, the word 'need' was meant to be 'love'. But sometimes, a word can be meaning with just what the basic meaning of that word itself and people just don't use metaphor or they don't want more explanation about the word.
What's inside doesn't matter. What's spoken cannot be taken.

It was not meant to be anyway.

There's someone who was eager to explain this answer and hoping that it will change my wrong perspective. And when that happened I remember this conversation had happen years ago. It's been a while but then :
"now I get it :)"

Monday, 6 June 2011

post graduate syndrome

Just finish my school. So long architecture school.
Don't know what to do. So....
Lets make a random list of what to do. random thoughts!try writing down just any thoughts that passed by

1. I want to let my hair grow and learn how to make braid. might need 'em someday
2. I want to have my shoes project and create them with my touch of style
3. Can I go somewhere far for holiday mom? :D
4. I wanna go to Bali
5. I want to clean up my room (I guess I really need this one to be done A S A P)
6. I don't wanna be an architect. not just yet.
7. Play saxophone? maybe
8. Enough with boys its girls time :P
9. Don't go clubbing
10. Work out!
11. Diet!
12. Eat lots of cotton candy and gummy bears please
13. Fashion trip somewhere
14. Sleep tight
15. Watch tons of dvds
16. Hangout with besties
17. Start your business
18. Dress up!
19. Go to superb concert
20. Might go back and play music
21. Hand crafting
22. OMG i love nagasari(Indonesian cake)
23. Organize computer files!

Friday, 15 April 2011


"Ziggy, Il s'appele Ziggy, Je suis folle de lui."

I kept listening to that song.
The song was sung by Celine Dion my favorite singer ever.
I love it because it was in French.

"Mais moi je l'aime, c'est pas d'ma faute"

I love him, but it's not my fault.

Back to love. Another years to figure out.

"Ziggy, Il s'appele Ziggy, Je suis folle de lui"

"De parler a quelqu'un"

I'm done. Playing games. Now, tell me Ziggy. What do you got for me?

One day I just want to have a perfect family, perfect life, perfect house, perfect dress, perfect makeup, just simple as perfect (?).

"c'est pas d'ma faute"

It's not my fault.

Past is the past. present is the present. Future is the future.

Hopefully now (present) will bring lovely suprises in the future when i open my "present"